Journal November 17 2009 Tuesday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- when the
morning stars
sang together
what was god's intention
for me being here?
let my song this day
be in tune with that
2- stopped by to visit Mama
drop off more diapers
read chapter 1 in yet another
Carolyn Haines book
3- home
cats seem skinny
4- did Body Talk on Gloria
5- and Josh's girlfriend Amber
6- got last of braids
outta my hair
so Renee can
rebead me tomorrow
7- blogged into computer
up thru this past Sunday
8- only have 3,000+
e-mail messages
on home computer
to wade thru

Journal November 16 2009 Monday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- this morning i took a little
side trip into the wheel of life
from Stella Bennett's perspective
in THE STAR THAT NEVER WALKS AROUND
2- East
Spring dawn
baby/toddler stage
eagle
water
3- South
Summer noon
adolescence
coyote
air
4- West
Autumn dusk
adult
grizzly bear
fire
5- North
Winter night
elder/ old age
white buffalo
earth
6- we finished listening to
BOOK OF LOVE
and started listening
to Nora Roberts'
VISION IN WHITE
Part 1 of Bride series
7- we made it to Baton Rouge
with me driving from Houston
8- we love our room
here at the Hampton Inn
9- we set out to eat
@ a Macaroni Grill
but discovered
a Melting Pot
and ate there
10- i read in
THE GUERNSEY LITERARY
AND POTATO PEEL PIE SOCIETY
until i fell asleep

Journal November 15 2009 Sunday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- i choose to create
an exquisite
magnificent
sparkling-with-life
decision
in this moment now
stringing together
pearls and gems
to create
a beautiful necklace
2- [Danaan Parry's
ESSENE BOOK OF DAYS]
From you I receive
to you I give
Together we share
from this we live.
3- Steve drove me to
Hampton Inn
for Body Talk
4- ate chinese food for lunch
with Heidi
5- Body Talk
Triune Brain? p. 6- 13
reptilian?
the body's caretaker
occipital
cervical
thoracic
lumbar
sacral
cocygeal
limbic?
the director of the reptilian brain
focus > survival
emotional processing center
cortex?
/cordices?
frontal lobes-
where we plan
think
and reason
parietal lobes-
receive and process touch/sensory data
occipital-
vision
temporal-
where we hear and interpret
music
speech
and language
short-term memory
smell
6- chakras p. 18- 29
energy centers
/the body's "generator system"
base
red
kidneys and adrenals
safety?
money
being grounded
sexual/sacral
orange
ovaries
testes
connected?
relationships
sex
creativity
lack of self-expression
solar plexus
yellow
fire
-stomach
digestion
and assimilation
of food and emotions
-spleen
blood transformation and purification
-pancreas
-liver
bile
carbohydrate conversion to energy
-gall bladder
bile storage
heart
green
air
lungs
thymus
immune system
balance upper and lower chakras
harmony
self-love
put down roots
earth element
We have but to look around us
to see what we really want.
It is reflected in what we already have.
"No way, this is the furthest thing
from what I want."
Be sure some part of us
believes this is what we deserve and need
right now.
throat
blue
thyroid
parathyroid
hypothalmus
communication
growth and development
difficulty bringing our deep inner inner-knowing
thoughts
and emotions
together in verbal expression
giving
ether
brow
indigo
pituitary
the orchestral conductor
of all other glands
project our ninner dreams outward
and manifest them on the physical level
intuition
insight
creativity
sprirt
crown
violet/white
pineal
meeting of Heaven and Earth
where Divine above
meets Divine within
Higher Self/inner spark
There are 7 sub-chakras
within each main chakra
7- Pancreas Reflex Point p.36-7
8- Merdians p. 32-7
9- Mamacita, Steve and I visited granddad
so Steve and I could say our good-byes
19- It's 2:44 a.m. good nite

Journal November 14 2009 Saturday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- in Body Talk today
Todd told us about
different modules
we can take next
2- Module 3 [2010]
consciousness
(example: kidneys, bladder
fear of making decisions)
5 senses
belief systems
masculine/feminine
3- Module 4&7 [2011]
5 elements
Wei Qi (protective energy)
4- chinese medicine for body talkers [2012]
5- ^ i think that's the route
i would take
if i were to do further study
6- [January (my birthday month) 2010
pay $150 membership]
if i intend to do further study
i would have to pay
membership dues
each year
7- Todd then went on
to talk about
Masuro Emotos
MESSAGE FROM WATER
8- cellular repair
vacination?
acquired?
inherited?
endocrine?
body part?
organ?
entire system?
(example: cardiovascular?)
9- vivaxis p. 50- 54
energy of birthplace?
/environmental vivaxis?
10- general environment p. 42-47
when you're linking something
in environment to energy in body
orientation?
persons?
place?
object?
action?
event?
animal?
work?
money?
11- lymph
fluid that
carries some nutrients
distributes germ fighting white cells
picks up cell debris
fat globules
tiny protein particles
and filtrates
neck?
clavicle?
axilla?
spleen?
abdomen?
groin?
12- took mamacita to visit dad

Journal November 13 2009 Friday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- [ESSENE BOOK OF DAYS]
Today I will bring the spirit of Clarity
to my: learning of the Body Talk way
2- Feelings: [influuenced by DAILY WORD]
The comfort and care I give myself
and others are ways in which
the love of God is made manifest
3- Thank you for the deep blessings
of this day
4- In the STRENGTH card from
THE STAR THAT NEVER WALKS AROUND tarot
Stella Bennett writes: Native Americans
believe that we are a coming together
of animal and human natures and that
through the blending of the two we each
find our wholeness
5- Day 2 of Model 1 in Body Talk
Todd talked a bit about the consciousness
of organs
we learned to ask the body
which organ it wants to balance as a priority
and which organ we need to link it to
6- then we went into endocrines:
pineal
pituary
thyroid
thymus
pancreas
ovaries
testes
adrenals
7- body parts:
head:
sensory organs
brain
hair
face (sinus, jaw)
neck (throat, esophogus, trachea)
chest:
breasts
diaphragm
armpits
abdomen:
uterus
prostate
genitils
navel
limbs
skeleton:
spine
skull
ribs
bones in limbs
etc.
general body systems
fat
8- body chemistry
microbes
viruses
bacteria
parasites
allergies
intolerances
toxins
4- active memory synthesis
belief systems
heart
self love
be loved
to love
pelvis
sensuality
sexuality
body image
lifetime periods
past relationships
childbirth
fetal life
specific events
time
event
person
animal
place
plant
object
work
activity
money
emotion
events
fears, phobias
10- i took an hour and half nap
and was up til 3:30 studying
11- i wonder what tomorrow will bring?

Journal November 12 2009 Thursday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- up in the wee hours
of the morning to get
to Hampton Inn @ 8:30
for 1st day of 1st module of
Body Talk seminar
with Todd Adkins
2- learned about
Spheno-Basilar Junction
to help pump energy
throughout body
3- switching
to reduce stress
by balancing
body and mind as a whole
and normalizing stress thresholds
4- balancing the cortices
to improve brian function
and reduce stress
5- hydration balancing technique
for correcting imbalances
throughout the body
6- scars
7- and interference
8- and how to communicate
with the body using
Basic Body Talk
Protocol and Procedure
9- when i practice
the art of "yes/no" feedback
i can feel the cells
grow heavy for a no
and light, like a bird
soaring up in flight
for a yes
10- i got frito pie
and coconut cream pie
for a picnic lunch
from Halepaska's bakery
11- poor steve was sick
with diarrhea
and abed for 6 hours today
and even tho he jokingly
accused me of casting
a voodoo spell on him
12- he's grciously conceded
and i can go for
module 2
and 2 more days
of Body Talk training
13- I'll read in
AN EARTH DWELLER'S RETURN
until i fall asleep
14- am eating
3 slices of potato bread
and cottage cheese for supper

Journal November 11 2009 Wednesday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- ate BBQ @ The Corral
with mamacita and steve
2- visited dad with them
he walked down the hall
and was wheeling around in his wheelchair
doing lots of exercises
3- had an interesting conversation
with steve's brother mike
about characteristics
he had inherited
and how work @ carbide (now dow)
helped train him in different
ways of being
4- read to p. 422
in Phylos The Thibetan's
AN EARTH DWELLER'S RETURN