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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Journal November 15 2009 Sunday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- i choose to create
an exquisite
magnificent
sparkling-with-life
decision
in this moment now
stringing together
pearls and gems
to create
a beautiful necklace
2- [Danaan Parry's
ESSENE BOOK OF DAYS]
From you I receive
to you I give
Together we share
from this we live.
3- Steve drove me to
Hampton Inn
for Body Talk
4- ate chinese food for lunch
with Heidi
5- Body Talk
Triune Brain? p. 6- 13
reptilian?
the body's caretaker
occipital
cervical
thoracic
lumbar
sacral
cocygeal
limbic?
the director of the reptilian brain
focus > survival
emotional processing center
cortex?
/cordices?
frontal lobes-
where we plan
think
and reason
parietal lobes-
receive and process touch/sensory data
occipital-
vision
temporal-
where we hear and interpret
music
speech
and language
short-term memory
smell
6- chakras p. 18- 29
energy centers
/the body's "generator system"
base
red
kidneys and adrenals
safety?
money
being grounded
sexual/sacral
orange
ovaries
testes
connected?
relationships
sex
creativity
lack of self-expression
solar plexus
yellow
fire
-stomach
digestion
and assimilation
of food and emotions
-spleen
blood transformation and purification
-pancreas
-liver
bile
carbohydrate conversion to energy
-gall bladder
bile storage
heart
green
air
lungs
thymus
immune system
balance upper and lower chakras
harmony
self-love
put down roots
earth element
We have but to look around us
to see what we really want.
It is reflected in what we already have.
"No way, this is the furthest thing
from what I want."
Be sure some part of us
believes this is what we deserve and need
right now.
throat
blue
thyroid
parathyroid
hypothalmus
communication
growth and development
difficulty bringing our deep inner inner-knowing
thoughts
and emotions
together in verbal expression
giving
ether
brow
indigo
pituitary
the orchestral conductor
of all other glands
project our ninner dreams outward
and manifest them on the physical level
intuition
insight
creativity
sprirt
crown
violet/white
pineal
meeting of Heaven and Earth
where Divine above
meets Divine within
Higher Self/inner spark
There are 7 sub-chakras
within each main chakra
7- Pancreas Reflex Point p.36-7
8- Merdians p. 32-7
9- Mamacita, Steve and I visited granddad
so Steve and I could say our good-byes
19- It's 2:44 a.m. good nite




Journal November 14 2009 Saturday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- in Body Talk today
Todd told us about
different modules
we can take next
2- Module 3 [2010]
consciousness
(example: kidneys, bladder
fear of making decisions)
5 senses
belief systems
masculine/feminine
3- Module 4&7 [2011]
5 elements
Wei Qi (protective energy)
4- chinese medicine for body talkers [2012]
5- ^ i think that's the route
i would take
if i were to do further study
6- [January (my birthday month) 2010
pay $150 membership]
if i intend to do further study
i would have to pay
membership dues
each year
7- Todd then went on
to talk about
Masuro Emotos
MESSAGE FROM WATER
8- cellular repair
vacination?
acquired?
inherited?
endocrine?
body part?
organ?
entire system?
(example: cardiovascular?)
9- vivaxis p. 50- 54
energy of birthplace?
/environmental vivaxis?
10- general environment p. 42-47
when you're linking something
in environment to energy in body
orientation?
persons?
place?
object?
action?
event?
animal?
work?
money?
11- lymph
fluid that
carries some nutrients
distributes germ fighting white cells
picks up cell debris
fat globules
tiny protein particles
and filtrates
neck?
clavicle?
axilla?
spleen?
abdomen?
groin?
12- took mamacita to visit dad



Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Journal November 13 2009 Friday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- [ESSENE BOOK OF DAYS]
Today I will bring the spirit of Clarity
to my: learning of the Body Talk way
2- Feelings: [influuenced by DAILY WORD]
The comfort and care I give myself
and others are ways in which
the love of God is made manifest
3- Thank you for the deep blessings
of this day
4- In the STRENGTH card from
THE STAR THAT NEVER WALKS AROUND tarot
Stella Bennett writes: Native Americans
believe that we are a coming together
of animal and human natures and that
through the blending of the two we each
find our wholeness
5- Day 2 of Model 1 in Body Talk
Todd talked a bit about the consciousness
of organs
we learned to ask the body
which organ it wants to balance as a priority
and which organ we need to link it to
6- then we went into endocrines:
pineal
pituary
thyroid
thymus
pancreas
ovaries
testes
adrenals
7- body parts:
head:
sensory organs
brain
hair
face (sinus, jaw)
neck (throat, esophogus, trachea)
chest:
breasts
diaphragm
armpits
abdomen:
uterus
prostate
genitils
navel
limbs
skeleton:
spine
skull
ribs
bones in limbs
etc.
general body systems
fat
8- body chemistry
microbes
viruses
bacteria
parasites
allergies
intolerances
toxins
4- active memory synthesis
belief systems
heart
self love
be loved
to love
pelvis
sensuality
sexuality
body image
lifetime periods
past relationships
childbirth
fetal life
specific events
time
event
person
animal
place
plant
object
work
activity
money
emotion
events
fears, phobias
10- i took an hour and half nap
and was up til 3:30 studying
11- i wonder what tomorrow will bring?

Journal November 12 2009 Thursday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- up in the wee hours
of the morning to get
to Hampton Inn @ 8:30
for 1st day of 1st module of
Body Talk seminar
with Todd Adkins
2- learned about
Spheno-Basilar Junction
to help pump energy
throughout body
3- switching
to reduce stress
by balancing
body and mind as a whole
and normalizing stress thresholds
4- balancing the cortices
to improve brian function
and reduce stress
5- hydration balancing technique
for correcting imbalances
throughout the body
6- scars
7- and interference
8- and how to communicate
with the body using
Basic Body Talk
Protocol and Procedure
9- when i practice
the art of "yes/no" feedback
i can feel the cells
grow heavy for a no
and light, like a bird
soaring up in flight
for a yes
10- i got frito pie
and coconut cream pie
for a picnic lunch
from Halepaska's bakery
11- poor steve was sick
with diarrhea
and abed for 6 hours today
and even tho he jokingly
accused me of casting
a voodoo spell on him
12- he's grciously conceded
and i can go for
module 2
and 2 more days
of Body Talk training
13- I'll read in
AN EARTH DWELLER'S RETURN
until i fall asleep
14- am eating
3 slices of potato bread
and cottage cheese for supper

Journal November 11 2009 Wednesday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- ate BBQ @ The Corral
with mamacita and steve
2- visited dad with them
he walked down the hall
and was wheeling around in his wheelchair
doing lots of exercises
3- had an interesting conversation
with steve's brother mike
about characteristics
he had inherited
and how work @ carbide (now dow)
helped train him in different
ways of being
4- read to p. 422
in Phylos The Thibetan's
AN EARTH DWELLER'S RETURN

Journal November 10 2009 Tuesday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- woke up this morning
feeling a little bit disoriented
myself
or maybe i'm simply homesick
longing for my nest
and friends
2- mamacita drove herself to get
her allergy shot
3- mamacita, steve and i
went out to eat lunch
@ the mexican restaurant
4- steve went to get a massage
and some bodytalk from kay
@ Mane Productions
11o Lantana
Victoria, TX
(361) 573-1303
5- i went to Hastings Bookstore
and found one of the 2 books
left on val's wishlist
& 2 Nora Roberts' books on CDs
about brides and weddings
6- steve came out of massage
completely pain free
7- i took him to park by zoo
to see river and gave him
this note i had written earlier:
DEAR! Steve- Taking this
course does not mean
I will practice Body Talk
but it and one other
similar thing I will find in
in the future will connect
me to people who are
learning to live from the
Divine within and will
further on down the road
help me to play my part
in creating Heaven on earth
Don't worry spirit says to
tell you $ in the future will
be provided as needed
just as it always has.
Think on these things.
All ways (even this) us Living
Love, Light and Laughter,
Susan
8- he didn't take to it
like a duck to water
but he grudgingly allowed
i could go to the 1st module
on Thursday and Friday
9- we went to visit granddad
10- when we came home
mamacita pitched a fit
because we didn't come
by to take her with us
11- then she went to visit dad
while i went to Family
Council Meeting
12- came home to watch
more bang bang
shoot 'em up
13- and read in
Phylos The Thibetan's
AN EARTH DWELLER RETURNS
fell asleep on p. 378


Journal November 9 2009 Monday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- ate bland food
@ Furr's cafeteria
2- visited Dad at Texan Nursing and Rehab
with Steve and Mamacita
he rants on and on
about how he's had 13 wives
sophia's not his wife
she could be any old lady
tomorrow we could send another
old lady in
and tell him she was his wife
he demands to see his name
in the phone book
and even when we show it to him
he thinks his name
should be in the St. Albans
phone book
he wants to see the doctor
who put him in this place
he wants to go back to the hospital
and the doctor better bring his card
nothing will do but we arrange that
for him
3- mamacita, steve and i go to a used bookstore
where mamacita exchanges
some already read books
for some books yet to read
steve finds 2 books to read
and i found 2 Feehan books
on Val's wish list
4- when steve took mamacita
back for doc's visit to dad
enroute
she had a screaming meanie fit
because steve had called
dad's sister Charlotte
as she requested
I guess nobody wants to
talk with me ever
she screetched
and i don't spoze you told her
it was my idea to call
5- I've left out of my blogs
most of her screaming meanie
hissy fits
one never knows
what will set her off
but there's no need
to walk around on eggshells
because no matter what one does
sooner or later
sometimes it fells like daily
she's gonna erupt like a volcano
scorching who ever is within reach
with her acid tongue
or her tears
and moany groany songs
why don't you just hit me
/shoot me dead with a gun
6- a few nites back
steve had an aha!
about all of this
seeing clearly
how never being able
to please her
with any guarantedd stability
led him to always
trying to please others
in his life
7- back to scenario with dad
steve sketched dad's concerns
to doc
who came in with card to prove
who he was
and explained
how dad was where he was
by consensus
and that by the time
doc came back in 3 weeks
for his regular visit
to the nursing home
dad would probably
feel better oriented
he told dad we chose this place
because it's the best one in Victoria
and encouraged him to get up
and out and about
to meet people
8- after doc left
steve asked dad if he felt better
dad grunted
9- when steve was recapping
and mentioned doc's visit
dad perked up and said
yeah and how did that turn out?
as if he wasn't even there . . .
10- we shopped all over town
to find some shoes for dad
and made a grocery store run
shopping in a strange town
can be difficult
11- came home and watched part 1
of a 3 part CSI series
this one set in Miami
importing a character from
California CSI
12- i read a bit
then slept from midnite
til 1:30 a.m.
got up and read some more
i'm up to p. 333
in Phylos The Thiebetan's
AN EARTH DWELLER'S RETURN


Sunday, November 8, 2009

Journal November 8, 2009 Sunday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- it's a rainy Sunday in Victoria, TX
2- Mamacita and Steve and I went out
to eat lunch @ Montana Mike's
3- they went to visit Grandad
who upset Mamacita
when he said
He didn't think he could
pass the test to get out of
Nursing Rehab
and he didn't think they made
places like that for people
to get out of
4- i stayed home and took a nap
then visited Grandad
he said no one had visited him
all day
i reminded him Mamacita
and Steve had been there
5- Grandad said isn't it funny
how clearly you can remember
the faces from long ago
when you can't remember
things beyond Franklin
(his boyhood home)
and anything that costs
more than 10 dollars
6- l'm on p. 202
of AN EARTH DWELLER'S RETURN
by Phylos The Thibetan

Journal November 7 2009 Saturday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- oh joy! joy! joy!
2- val's getting grandkids' wish lists
posted on line
3- sarah-star and al
are doing their wedding planning
dance
4- josh and amber are making plans
to go to Colorado to work
5- sreve is cutting his Dad's fingernails
6- steve and Mamacita
ate lunch with Dad
@ Texan Nursing And Rehab East
they had live music to accompany them
7- all is well with the parts
of the world my heart touches

Journal November 6 2009 Friday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- started out in the wee hours
of the morning
adding up numbers
for Steve to check with calculator
so he can pay bills
2- went to eat lunch with mamacita
@ Dragon Palace
3- steve and i took Dad
for a walk outside
in the garden backyard
of Texan Nursing And Rehab
he is sitting up
in wheelchair
shuffling himself
around with his feet
disoriented
talking as if he's in Indiana
4- i bring steve home
nap for an hour
and go back
to sit with Dad
watching Oprah
on TV in the dining room
5- Sean and Gloria
come to visit Dad
i give them the brochure on Body Talk
6- after Mamacita and Steve arrive
we do a bit to get Dad settled
in his room
label his clothes, etc.
7- i come home
having finished reading
HEAL THYSELF: An explanation
of the real cause and cure
of disease
by Dr, Edward Bach
the Bach Flower Essence guy
8- i race thru p. 114 in
AN EARTH DWELLER'S RETURN
by Phylos The Thibetan
9- on p. 99 sec. 8 it reads:
"To him that overcometh
will I give of the Hidden Manna
and will give him a white stone
and in the stone a new name written
which no man knoweth
saving he that receiveth it."
(see Revelations 2:17)
10- compare this to what i read
earlier this day
in my research for Cayce Cards
this was in John Van Auken's
Personal Spirituality Newsletter
Aug/Sept 2008
in article How Consciousness
Spiritualizes Itself
he's wring about the
solar plexus chakra
/Pergamum
and telling us what
Cayce said the reward
would be for following
the instructions
to apply this spiritual center's
virtue
he writes: If you overcome,
I will give you the hidden manna
and I will give you a new name,
etched in stone, which only you
will know.
11- so what are the chances/odds
that I would read about this
revelation in 2 different sources
on this one day?
12- ah! synchronicity
serendipity
deja-vu



Journal November 5 2009 Thursday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- home from hospital @ 11:30 am
hoping for a little nap
while they move Dad
from hospital
to Texan Rehab And Nursing East
2- i went to an info meeting
about Body Talk
am enthralled by their charts
and connection with
chinese medicine
would love to study this
but the 1st module
costs $525
and even spread out
over monthly payments
i doubt we can pay that
3- ho-hum
either we both go back
to work
to have money to travel
and don't have time to travel
or we figure out something else
Cayce Cards may well fund
our travels in the gypsy wagon

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Journal November 4 2009 Wednesday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- there is joy and delight to be found
in making love
on fresh clean sheets
2- [ESSENE BOOK OF DAYS]
Today I will bring the spirit of
Inner Glow to my: day's journey
in joyous delight
3- [DAILY WORD]
feelings: oh joy!
oh happy day!
uplift my spirits
so i can show
the way
to others
4- we arrived safe and sound
5- listened to session 4
of Clarissa Pinkola Estes
MOTHER NIGHT:
Premonitions And Apparitions
Valuable Protection And Grounded Intelligence
From "The Other World"
while Steve and Mamacita
went to visit Dad in the hospital
for their evening visit
6- now that i've caught up
on my blogspot journaling
i think i'll go sit with Dad thru the nite
since the doc comes in the early morning lite

Journal November 3 2009 Tuesday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- we were home one day yesterday
running errands
2- today we go to pay Jay
our gypsy wagon builder
pick up a book we ordered
that came in
@ the bookstore
take diapers and visit mama
3- and then we're on the road again
headed toward Victoria, TX

Journal November 2 2009 Monday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- started this day off right
masterminding with Dennis
smiles crack open my serious face mask
and get me into the spirit
of being free to be me
just another flamingo in the garden of life
just another face of god
dancing my way thru this life
2- talked with Bonnie
it felt good to hear her voice
and get grounded for a few minutes
in her space
hmm . . .
not grounded
more like sharing her space
to fly high in the sky
3- shared text messages with Sarah-Star
4- talked with Josh
invited him here for a movie
this evening
5- [ESSENE BOOK OF DAYS]
Today I will bring the spirit
of New Beginnings to my: day
6- feelings: (inhaling) I am life
(exhaling) breathing
[borrowed from Jennifer Loudens'
LIFE ORGANIZER]
i stop the bombardment
of chaos and breathe
i pause to connect
with my peaceful heart
and i am thankful
for the well worn path
that takes me there
ah! now i am ready
to joyfully take up
the tasks @ hand

Journal November 1 2009 Sunday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- oh the joy of being with
this core team family
of delightful beings
2- safe trip Simpsonwood to home
dropped Clara off
@ her Medicine Bow abode
3- visited Rose and Mike
with Berlyn doing
her little happy dances
of being
4- home at last
funny we've been on the road
so much
that even driving familiar roads
feels like i am a stranger
in a strange land
sometimes home feels like
a distant memory
5- note revelation: when i think
back on my life
some of the earlier memories
feel like they were past lives ago

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Journal October 31 2009 Saturday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- i fell asleep 2X
during my morning meditation
i realize how tired i am
when i start off this day
dozing into sleep
2- today before Oly spoke
i thought about
how light i am
when i reach skyward
toward the spiritual
and how heavy my feet can feel
when i am consciously connected
to the earth
grounded in the physical world
3- today i danced with trees
my feet firmly planted
on the ground
moving my body
the way the tree tops
bend and sway back and forth
in dance

Journal October 30 2009 Friday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- got up and could not pack
the jeep
didn't know what to put in
what to take out
what to keep in
2- got to Clara's an hour late
3- made it safe to Simpsonwood
4- some of the people there
Bob Martha Hope
Wayne Bob Mary Margrethe
Carol Ailene
Chris Amy
Jane Clara
Horatia Jerry
Eddie Lily Merci Ron
Lora Diane
me Steve
Tom Levan
Oly > surprise!
what a treat
joy X 25
5- Horatia brought 2 handwritten
tarot decks that were
her mothers
crafted by a shaman

Journal October 29 2009 Thursday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- met with doc @ hospital
this morning
Dad will have to
go in nursing home
2- we drove all the way home
from Victoria, TX
in one day
instead of our usual 2
3- we listened to some more
of Kathleen McGowan's
THE BOOK OF LOVE on CD
4- arrived home @ 9
in time for Steve
to watch THE MENTALIST
with Gloria
while i made study group list
to take to Core Team

Journal October 28 2009 Wednesday

Gratitude And Ponderings
1- G'Dad awoke this morning
in a childlike mood
talking babytalk
2- i came home, took a shower
it's morning meditation
for me
then sleep
3- i didn't go back to see G'Dad
but did go to zoo with Steve
4- dragged him to quilting shop
Quilters Patch
205 North Star Dr
Victoria, TX
(361) 578-0380
and had him leave me
@ Hancock Fabrics
while he went to grocery store
where he ran into old buddy Don Breech
who has art hanging in the hospital
where G'Dad is
5- we ate @ whataburger
talked with Sarah-Star
6- Steve and Mamacita
went to visit G'Dad
for evening visit after Mamacita's nap
7- i stayed home and listened to
Clarissa Pinkola Estes
session 3 of MOTHER NIGHT
Curanderismo
Allying with the Imaculate Heart
For Guidance And Recovery
8- i think i'll enter these past 5 entries
into my blogspot
and then
9- go over to spend the nite
with G'Dad
10- doc coming to meet with us
at the crack of dawn
tomorrow morning